Where the F are serious mental health conditions? When your appearance seems intact from the outside, but inside your reality slowly yet steadily derodes, and there's no way to help it. Going insane. That's for me the last one. Prefer physical pain over losing touch with reality.

And I for a split second thought to myself we were in nsfw territory here lol

Especially if he follows through. That's everything but passive 😬

Neo

Just carry your own landline with you at that point then

Okay, another option; unplug the power chord

What level are you at, if I may ask?

Meaning is principically found in relativity to something else. In a database, items only have a meaning because they've got a connection and relation. Your shoes have meaning because their purpose is to be worn, so your feet are protected. Relational beings' purpose, our purpose, is to live in relationship - with which I'm trying to say, our meaning can only be found in relationship.

Wether those relationship are pleasant, gratifying and uplifting or discouraging, debilitating and grueling depends on the habits, choices and abilities of how we interact with each other

So, by just existing there's inherent meaning (and value, purpose) included in us already

Can't ask the dead … the unborn this

What's … what's the alternative?

It exists

It's called fantasy

Black Mirror

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No, because, obviously I made it, everyone's believing the story that I built by faking, except myself. I never allowed my true self to be seen

Edit: I'm arguing here, because I need to understand that I made it, I need to speak it, voice it and dare to let my true self be seen since I obviously made it. Get it? If I never hear that I made it, I'll doubt forever that I made it

I have a job, but who talks to a depressed looking person? And when I'm using my fake happy-mask, there's not much real connection going to be be built.

Worse with forcing myself to be in a place where I don't even have a purpose that I can focus on to distract myself from my despair (and shame).

Thankyou for the response.

Thankyou. Simple and practical answer

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Maybe with

Well then please give me the chance to doubt you, please allow me to doubt you, … for three months. To learn through your consistency that I'm in a different world now! Please. I need it ❤️

It's a tough question, honestly… I don't know how to answer it actually 😭

Thankyou for saying this ❤️ that brought tears to my eyes

Well I'm causing a lot of grief by trying to heal and struggling through the emotional&mental confusion I have from past things, and I'm hurting them because I'm doubting them, and it feels so horrible to me to experience myself that way so that I think/feel How dare you u/TheLemming, that you don't trust those exact people that already invested so much effort into you!?!! How Dare You!!