As someone who has friends before in a similar situation as you, you may have certain limitations or disabilities and the best option is, yes it’s work but it’s extremely gratifying is to go and find a good therapist that you can talk to to help understand yourself and your predicament.

That’s my suggestion of the best course as you have potentially other underlying things you don’t realize like severe codependency (from my experience from my friends I used to have, not saying you do)

If you simply just don’t do anything nothing will change and it will get worse and worse.

(Just in case your hyper dependent with your parents) Just absolutely do something if you care about yourself at all. Your parent(s) will not be there forever, they can’t sustain you forever.

YOLOO!!!.. WAIT, fuck your right. I reject my claim and now will live in a box scared of existing.

Is it absolutely certain and nothing I can do to change it?

If so fuck yes I’m pretty much immortal tell that date.

Information about a disorder I know that could manifest as potentially schizophrenia looking is dissociative identity disorder as it can present differently in people.

Not saying you do have it. Just information for others out there also

Idk seems more helpful then the suicide hotline number. Called them many times for them to tell me generic same information and often times hug up on if I started to cry.

How to be a shitty parent 101 and Wonder why your kid completely cuts you out of there life ASAP.

Oh yeah I try every like 4-6 months because of the fucking windows is garbage and I want Linux to work. I saw the most recent update to kde and apparently Nvidia which gave me a lot of hope but still have problems regardless. Probably will get cravings again for Linux in like 4-6 months then try it all over again

I’m sorry I legally not allowed to show or describe my looks online as it’s considered a high war crime.

Tbh I don’t think they care, I mean the government is pretty much reliant on Microsoft products like Outlook and Excel. So yeah they could if it became a enemy, but sense they can like cuckold the government to do things, it don’t really matter much.

Oil company says “no”

That gender and sexuality and sex is basic make is mean female is girl and heteronormativity.

Fuck all that. I’m free from that bullshit.

Reformatted windows and installed Linux.

Wait before the hate. This was the first time I did it and knew nothing about it and didn’t know it would wipe my system. So I lost everything.

Multiple times when people want me to die for just -existing- but over the years of it, it’s hurts less and less. But still very damaging though.

From my own past and trauma, in my personal experience it’s because my parents, family, ex friends/ partners that whenever they complimented me it’s always because it’s not true but instead they used it to manipulate me into doing something.

So whenever someone compliments me my brain automatically suspects there trying to harm me, even if I know that’s not rational.

Probably the start menu back to what it should be. Back with distro windows xp.

Wait no nvm wrong community.

The easy anti cheat that has root access and can allow hackers into your system? Nah

“being trans isn’t a mental illness and it’s ok to be yourself”

Factorio. Help I got 4k hours and I still get cravings.

Honorable mentions.

Rimworld, Dyson sphere program, Minecraft (before it became microcrap)

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Added but not updated to work well on modern systems. Can’t play one of my favorites games (red alert 2) because it just isn’t built for it.

Like they could of invested some time to update it a bit so I can play games that’s not 640-480.