I'm not sure I would bother with the massive effort it is to change lifestyle like that, if i got fat again. It's fine to maintain now that i have it, no need to revert back in to old habits. But i can't unequivocally say it's worth the effort to make that change.
It sounds like you are weary in general. I feel for you. I know that feeling. But you cannot teleport back in time to skip getting healthy so it's a moot point. And I think you know deep down you'd feel even worse if you could. If you're at a low point right now, remember those don't last forever. I hope any low points you experience aren't too long or rough.
I'm not sure I would bother with the massive effort it is to change lifestyle like that, if i got fat again. It's fine to maintain now that i have it, no need to revert back in to old habits. But i can't unequivocally say it's worth the effort to make that change.
It sounds like you are weary in general. I feel for you. I know that feeling. But you cannot teleport back in time to skip getting healthy so it's a moot point. And I think you know deep down you'd feel even worse if you could. If you're at a low point right now, remember those don't last forever. I hope any low points you experience aren't too long or rough.